赤恥
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vergüenza;deshonra
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great shame (endured in the public eye);deep embarrassment;profound humiliation;utter disgrace
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赤っ恥 (あかっぱじ)
最近のぼくは、「生き恥」「赤恥」をかくことを恐れなくなりました。
Recently I've stopped being afraid of "living in shame" and being exposed to "public ridicule".