制御
1
control (of a machine, device, etc.)
オレ自身を制御する力を失い始める。
I begin to lose control of myself.
2
control (over an opponent, one's emotions, etc.);governing;management;suppression;keeping in check
Other forms
制禦 【せいぎょ】 (rarely used kanji form) · 制馭 【せいぎょ】 (rarely used kanji form)